I’m trying this thing where I don’t let my past bother me and I don’t hold grudges.
So actually, thank you for coming into my life and making me realize how naive I was and how much I was holding back and for also showing me what I do want and what I do need. Thank you for showing me everything that I am not that I tried to be and for opening a door in my life that has been the best time I’ve ever had. Thank you for being so awful to me because now I know.
Moving on.

"You have everything you need for complete peace and total happiness right now."

Wayne Dyer (via thecalminside)

"My religion is nature. That’s what arouses those feelings of wonder and mysticism and gratitude in me"

Oliver Sacks (via elfofthewoodlandrealm)


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beautifulsimplicityy asked:
read reflection.. wow its my life everything is my experience word for word I'm speechless beautiful thank you for posting.. so much awe you have no idea. like except for the piece about ten years everything is the same... and oh my god thank you just thank you... I noticed you hashtagged personal so I figured I'd ask first but can I reblog that? just wanna be respectful, i reblogged something once that someone #personal because I related so much and they flipped out so now I just ask

Of course you may reblog! And no need to thank me soul sister =] my past experiences I’ve learned and grown from, but I wrote that because there are a few things I haven’t been able to let go of. If you ever want to chat about anything on your mind, let me know!


An second ago I took a breath.
A minute ago I decided to write this post.
An hour ago I meditated with my crystals and it was the most beautiful experience.
A day ago I listened to the stories of a woman on the boardwalk realizing how much I’ve grown for noticing how much my little sister had not understood. A day ago I couldn’t find my sister on the boardwalk and when we did I wanted to cry because losing her would be like losing a part of my soul.
A week ago I cared too much about how many likes I got in my selfie.
A month ago I spent a full day with my best friend from high school, donating clothing to good will, shopping for my apartment, and choreographing a dance for our theater camp.
A year ago I didn’t sleep well, I woke up early. This seems to happen every time a full moon appears in the sky. It’s as if I’m awaking with it’s energies. A year ago I was different. I was naive and didn’t know anything about college and only knew half of what I know about myself now.
Two years ago I was waiting for senior year. Ready to start new and to make lasting friendships with people. I wanted people to like me for who I was and stop having fear and to stop needing reassurance
Three years ago junior year was approaching and I was nervous because everyone said it would be difficult, and it was. I threw away what was most important and I was reckless and a naive little girl trying to do big girl things.
Four years ago sophomore year was coming up and I was excited! I wanted to have fun and be with my friends all the time even though they all didn’t want to be with me. I made some mistakes and lost some people along the way.
Five years ago, wow, I was about to be a freshman in high school. This is the stage in life my little sister is at and wow I just want to be her best friend and her guardian all at once. I want to tell her to not let the little things get to you and to do everything you can, to try your absolute hardest in high school and to have no cares at all about other people but care about your life and don’t be as reckless as I was. Five years ago I was looking forward to my next beach trip, or maybe a text from my first heartbreaker, can’t even believe how long ago this was.
Six years ago I was depressed. I still am but when I think of this time in my life that is what I was. I was the odd ball, brace face, frizzy hair , Aeropostale wearing dork trying to fit in somewhere.
Seven years ago everything was becoming all too real.
Eight years ago I was recently graduated elementary school, hanging on to my fantasy world for one more month before I needed to throw it away….or really, taken from me.
Nine years ago the fairies were in my dreams and I left them messages outside! Wow! A cherry blossom tree and a wind chime?! The fairies must love your magical house
Ten years ago I didn’t know I would lose my greatest hero so soon. He promised we would spend a month in Italy. And he always said he wanted to live to see me drive a car. On the day of my license test I brought his picture with me. Ten years ago I never thought I would have needed to.
Eleven years ago it’s so hard to explain this far back. But imagine and magical forest with little creatures and magic rocks and that’s what it looked like
Twelve years ago memories
Thirteen years ago are
Fourteen years ago fading
Fifteen years ago and
Sixteen years ago fantasies
Seventeen years ago are
Eighteen years ago stirring
Nineteen years ago wow
Twenty years ago mommy will love you very much
A second ago I took a breath

As you get ready for bed and you reflect upon your day, I want you to honor how far you have come. Honor the growth that has taken place within the last hour, day, week, month and even year. In your quiet moments, affirm yourself. You need to hear it. Celebrate your journey. You’ve completed another day, and you know what? You were more than fine. You were ENOUGH. Accept the ISness of every space and situation you’re in. The beauty in this is, tomorrow is a new day. A new day filled with new possibilities, opportunities, joys, challenges, and spaces for transformation to occur. I love you so much. Let’s manifest our lives together. Goodnight beloveds.

I needed this so much right now.